Fic: Possess[Chapter 8]
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lo_ve_21Title: Possess
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Pairing:AriYama, OkaJima, TakaChi, HikaNooBu
Rating: R
Genre:Romance, Angst, Shounen Ai
Warnings: none so far :/
Summary:“Humans are not some thing you should possess.”
Keito and Yuto have this awkward tension around them. They didn’t call or mailed each other last night so what happen yesterday is remain unclosed.
“Yuto, Keito are you two feeling okay? You’re acting weird.” Chi said and Ryo nodded and pout
“Y-yes. Everything is fine, right Keito?” Yuto said and look on Keito
“Un.” He said and smiled
“Everything is fine.” He added and looked somewhere else
“Okay…” Chi said and looked on Ryosuke who just shrugged
“Say everyone, do you want to meet Yuya’s friend? Don’t worry it’s an all boys night out. He said he will take us to a bar.”
“I’m still the president just so you know.” Chi said and smirked
“Fine I’ll ask him to bring us in a café shop, after all we’re good boys aren’t we.” Ryosuke said mockingly
“That Yuya is corrupting your mind.” Chinen said and pointed his fore finger on Ryosuke
“Chi haven’t you thought of not abiding all the rules in life? You never thought you want to be wild and careless on what people think? Reality is not nice Chi, reality will always hurt you.” Ryosuke said
“That’s why I don’t want to associate with strangers I might end up just like you.” Chinen said prideful
“Like me? Why you don’t like me now?”
“I like you Ryo, you know that, I just don’t like how you act now. You’re just like him an arrogant piece of shit.” he said and rolled his eyes
“Who’s arrogant now? You don’t even know him.”
“And there goes the ‘you don’t even know him’ shit. I may not know him but I know his kinds, the type of person who will suck the greatness out of you and when you’re no good he will leave you alone in the air and not giving shit about you. So Ryo don’t just say to me that I don’t know anything because I know everything. I am Chinen Yuuri.” Chinen said and furiously scold Ryosuke
“You know what, we don’t need to argue, come with me and let’s hang out with him. Find out about what you truly feel about him, about me, and the thought of me and him being together.”
“Seriously? I thought you’re just flirting with him?”
“I am. But things may turn other way round.”
“That’s it. I’m outta here, my brain can’t appreciate any of this. Let me think about it first.”
“Chi!” Ryosuke said and try to catch up with Chi but Yuto pulled him
“Let him absorb everything you said. It’s probably shocking for him.” He said and followed Chi
“I’ll accompany him instead.” He said Keito just sighed Ryosuke looked on Keito and frown
“Is there something I need to know?” Ryosuke
“Nothing.” Keito said and leave
“Seriously you’re gonna leave me alone?” he shouted but Keito didn’t answer.
---
It was first year high school. He was alone, his from England so people thought he cant speak or understand Japanese. But they’re wrong he can hear and understand everything they say and it pains him whenever someone says his pain in a butt. He just want to have friends that’s all but nobody wants to be with him. It was January, the school is preparing for the school festival so its always free time. One time he stayed in music room since it’s the only room that’s remained untouched and not crowded that’s because there’s no band who has guts to played in the festival. He picked up a guitar and start playing canon rock just like how it played by Sungha Jung. Never did he know that the mic in the music room is opened and it is directly connected to the speakers all over the school so everyone can hear his guitar skills. Those who know where the sound is coming from rushed to the music room to find out who’s the talented awesome creature and they’re amazed that it is Keito. Yuto who is overly excited rushed to Keito as soon as the song finished
“Hey you can play guitar?” he asked
“Hai.” Keito answered in japanese
“Hora, you can speak japanese?”
“Hai.”
“So the rumors are not true? I always think you’re awesome.” He said and that made Keito smile
“I’m Nakajima Yuto, you can call me Yuto. This are my friends, Chinen Yuuri and Yamada Ryosuke. You can tag with us if you want to.” He said
“I want to.” He answered immediately
“It must be lonely ne. You don’t have any friends on your first 6 months here in japan.” Yuto said and sit on the drums Keito didn’t answer instead he looked down
“It’s okay. I’m here now, we can be friends. Anyway, I can play drums so why don’t we join forces?” he said and made a beat
“Okay, make a beat I will follow.” Keito said and the two of them jammin’. His beat fits perfectly on Yuto’s beat, they’re synchronized and everything is perfect. He feels special like he found his destined one.
“We’re perfect partner. Let’s make a band.” Yuto said while the two of them is eating in the rooftop
“Then lets play in the festival.” he added he was now hyper
“Just the two of us? That’s not possible.” He said
“It’s possible. You’re awesome, I’m awesome two awesomeness is equal to harder than hardcore.” He said and laughed Keito also laughed
“What’s that?” he said while laughing
“I’m gonna find a vocalist, a bassist and we’re good to go.”
“Yes, let’s do our best.”
They’re band did played in the festival, well even though they failed their fans still support them for Keito’s coolness touched their hearts and Yuto’s cuteness make their heart burst.
“We did it!” Yuto said and hugged Keito in public Keito’s blood rushed to his face. He can feel it, his heart is pumping to much blood. There is a spark, there he realize that it is Yuto who is destined for him. He is an English gentleman after all so he believes in this kind of stuff. Even though he knew that Yuto only hugged him because it was the later’s excitement still it made him realized that Yuto meant a world to him.
They’re band disbanded but his relationship with Yuto was never cut off, months past and they’re already in second year high school. Yuto is becoming showy and clingy and attach to Chi, he was also labeled as Yuto’s best friend. He is so freaking good on hiding his feelings, he always hide his feelings. He doesn’t want to ruin his relationship with his best friend. But one time Yuto texted him to come quick to the later’s house and there he found Yuto soaking in the bathtub, empty beer in cans all over the floor. He is alone in the house.
“What the? Yuto, you are minor, how come you can drink all of this?” he said and tried to pull Yuto out of the water
“I tried to drown my heart with beer but it’s not effective, I tried to drown my self in this bath tub but my body automatically rise up to gasp for air. Keito I’m sad, I’m lonely. I’m hurt. I don’t know what to do.” He said and cried
“What? Why?” Keito asked and look into Yuto’s eyes
“Keito I love Chi, and I cant take it anymore. I want to kill Ryo so I can have Chi. I want Chinen in my life. No I need him in my life. I want him for me alone. I don’t want Ryosuke to butt in. I don’t know what I’m capable of, I’ve been thinking on hurting Yama-chan and sometimes I thought of forcing Chinen to want me by doing that. I don’t want that Keito, I don’t want any of that but that’s the only way not unless I kill my self so the feeling will stop. The pain will go away.” He said and cried even more
“Do you ever thought that when you die everything will be over? Don’t you think that when you die, that’s the time Chi might realize that it’s been you all the time. Don’t you think it’s always been you but since Ryosuke doesn’t have any one to lean on Chi is just accompanying him. Don’t you think that when you die I will loose my one and only best friend in the world. Don’t you think that there’s a possibility that I might love you like how you love Chinen?” Keito said and it is the thing he regret the most. Why did he say that?
“You love me?” Yuto said
“Yes I love you.”
“Then if you love me, you will do anything, everything for me right?”
“Yes I will, so stop hurting yourself.”
“Can you pretend to be Chi and have sex with me?” he said straightforwardly, Keito gulped a huge amount of saliva
“Yes.” The second answer he regretted the most. He shouldn’t agreed to this. He should just forget his feelings for Yuto and help him forget Chi instead of complicating the feelings of Yuto toward Chi by using him. But he also thought that this is his only chance on having Yuto and before he can argue with his mind, his hands is already roaming around Yuto’s body while their tongues are fighting inside their mouths that is twined to each other.
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“Ne Ryo…” Chinen called Ryosuke’s attention who is sitting on the bench in the rooftop
“Are okay now?” he asked calmly
“Yeah, Yuto talked to me.” he said
“What did he say to you?”
“Well he said that not every one I know is still the same when I first met them. People change as time past by all that is left to do is to accept that changes and understand them so that they will still have the same bond they have before.” Chinen said and sat next to Ryo
“So Chi can you understand now that the way I acted earlier is not because of Yuya, its my own will to act like that. I hope you understand.”
“I now understand.”
“So will you go and meet them?”
“Fine.” He said and smiled
“But don’t force him to like me okay!” he added
“I wont.”
“Also, Keito and Yuto can’t come. Who would have thought that this two would end up together.” Chinen said and smiled
“What? Yuto and Keito? you mean…”
“Yes and that’s our small secret okay. Don’t tell it to anyone or else they will skin us alive.” He said and grin
“Those two are sneaky.”
---
Yuto went inside the library, on the end part shelf where the old books and the most nonsense of them all is being stocked. It’s Keito’s hiding place, he sleep there to cut classes or spend free time. This is the only place in the school where Keito will stay he know that so every time Keito is missing in action he’s the one who can found Keito. When he peep on the shelf, he saw Keito laying on the floor sleeping soundly. He crawl down to the floor and lay next to Keito. He stared on the latter’s face. It’s been awhile since his been doing that to Keito and it also hurts him because Keito is his best friend. It’s already to late to back out in their situation because his body is longing for the warmth he’s searching. Keito can bring the warmth he longs for Chi but he cannot give Keito the love the latter’s want.
“I’m sorry.” He said and stroked Keito’s hair. It startle the sleeping figure causing for Yuto to sit down
“Hmm.” Keito yawn
“Ohayo.” Said Yuto who’s not looking on Keito
“Did I keep you waiting?” Keito frown and sit down
“Hm? N-no. I just came.” He said and pout
“Do you need something else?” he said
“No, actually I came here to say that I’m sorry about earlier. I know I shouldn’t shout at you. I’m sorry I’m such a klutz.” He said and looke down
“No, it’s okay. I understand. I also went overboard that’s why.” Keito said and pat Yuto’s head
“You’re not angry?” he asked and pout
“Can I ever be angry at you?” he said and smile
“Well you have the every right to be angry.” He said and lay on Keito’s lap
“I don’t think so. I wanted this right?” he said and removed some hair that’s covering Yuto’s face
“I said to Chi that the two of us are together now.” He said
“What? Why did you do that?” Keito asked and frown
“To check if he will react violently.”
“Then?”
“Negative.” And closed his eyes
“He will realize it sooner or later.” He said
“I hope so.” He sighed and doze off to sleep
Author’s note: Ahhh,, OkaJima Love ~~ kimochi <3 the flashback again -.-“ I hope you wont get confused -.-“ Well,my last update for summer 2013, next week is gonna be my first day in school, wish me luck. Hope I can survive the first day yo :> I hope you like this Chapter. Wait for the next chappie okay :> Chi will bond with Yuya :) Will Ryo be able to meet Daiki now? I wonder when it will be :)) Anyways, Thanks for reading :) Comments are lovedddd <3 <3 <3 <3 anyway i was watching the general election of AKB48 then my net is bitchin' so in the end i didnt finished it :. i will appreciate it if you will tell me who's gonna be the top 7-1 since that's the thing i missed :|
Author:
lo_ve_21Pairing:AriYama, OkaJima, TakaChi, HikaNooBu
Rating: R
Genre:Romance, Angst, Shounen Ai
Warnings: none so far :/
Summary:“Humans are not some thing you should possess.”
Keito and Yuto have this awkward tension around them. They didn’t call or mailed each other last night so what happen yesterday is remain unclosed.
“Yuto, Keito are you two feeling okay? You’re acting weird.” Chi said and Ryo nodded and pout
“Y-yes. Everything is fine, right Keito?” Yuto said and look on Keito
“Un.” He said and smiled
“Everything is fine.” He added and looked somewhere else
“Okay…” Chi said and looked on Ryosuke who just shrugged
“Say everyone, do you want to meet Yuya’s friend? Don’t worry it’s an all boys night out. He said he will take us to a bar.”
“I’m still the president just so you know.” Chi said and smirked
“Fine I’ll ask him to bring us in a café shop, after all we’re good boys aren’t we.” Ryosuke said mockingly
“That Yuya is corrupting your mind.” Chinen said and pointed his fore finger on Ryosuke
“Chi haven’t you thought of not abiding all the rules in life? You never thought you want to be wild and careless on what people think? Reality is not nice Chi, reality will always hurt you.” Ryosuke said
“That’s why I don’t want to associate with strangers I might end up just like you.” Chinen said prideful
“Like me? Why you don’t like me now?”
“I like you Ryo, you know that, I just don’t like how you act now. You’re just like him an arrogant piece of shit.” he said and rolled his eyes
“Who’s arrogant now? You don’t even know him.”
“And there goes the ‘you don’t even know him’ shit. I may not know him but I know his kinds, the type of person who will suck the greatness out of you and when you’re no good he will leave you alone in the air and not giving shit about you. So Ryo don’t just say to me that I don’t know anything because I know everything. I am Chinen Yuuri.” Chinen said and furiously scold Ryosuke
“You know what, we don’t need to argue, come with me and let’s hang out with him. Find out about what you truly feel about him, about me, and the thought of me and him being together.”
“Seriously? I thought you’re just flirting with him?”
“I am. But things may turn other way round.”
“That’s it. I’m outta here, my brain can’t appreciate any of this. Let me think about it first.”
“Chi!” Ryosuke said and try to catch up with Chi but Yuto pulled him
“Let him absorb everything you said. It’s probably shocking for him.” He said and followed Chi
“I’ll accompany him instead.” He said Keito just sighed Ryosuke looked on Keito and frown
“Is there something I need to know?” Ryosuke
“Nothing.” Keito said and leave
“Seriously you’re gonna leave me alone?” he shouted but Keito didn’t answer.
---
It was first year high school. He was alone, his from England so people thought he cant speak or understand Japanese. But they’re wrong he can hear and understand everything they say and it pains him whenever someone says his pain in a butt. He just want to have friends that’s all but nobody wants to be with him. It was January, the school is preparing for the school festival so its always free time. One time he stayed in music room since it’s the only room that’s remained untouched and not crowded that’s because there’s no band who has guts to played in the festival. He picked up a guitar and start playing canon rock just like how it played by Sungha Jung. Never did he know that the mic in the music room is opened and it is directly connected to the speakers all over the school so everyone can hear his guitar skills. Those who know where the sound is coming from rushed to the music room to find out who’s the talented awesome creature and they’re amazed that it is Keito. Yuto who is overly excited rushed to Keito as soon as the song finished
“Hey you can play guitar?” he asked
“Hai.” Keito answered in japanese
“Hora, you can speak japanese?”
“Hai.”
“So the rumors are not true? I always think you’re awesome.” He said and that made Keito smile
“I’m Nakajima Yuto, you can call me Yuto. This are my friends, Chinen Yuuri and Yamada Ryosuke. You can tag with us if you want to.” He said
“I want to.” He answered immediately
“It must be lonely ne. You don’t have any friends on your first 6 months here in japan.” Yuto said and sit on the drums Keito didn’t answer instead he looked down
“It’s okay. I’m here now, we can be friends. Anyway, I can play drums so why don’t we join forces?” he said and made a beat
“Okay, make a beat I will follow.” Keito said and the two of them jammin’. His beat fits perfectly on Yuto’s beat, they’re synchronized and everything is perfect. He feels special like he found his destined one.
“We’re perfect partner. Let’s make a band.” Yuto said while the two of them is eating in the rooftop
“Then lets play in the festival.” he added he was now hyper
“Just the two of us? That’s not possible.” He said
“It’s possible. You’re awesome, I’m awesome two awesomeness is equal to harder than hardcore.” He said and laughed Keito also laughed
“What’s that?” he said while laughing
“I’m gonna find a vocalist, a bassist and we’re good to go.”
“Yes, let’s do our best.”
They’re band did played in the festival, well even though they failed their fans still support them for Keito’s coolness touched their hearts and Yuto’s cuteness make their heart burst.
“We did it!” Yuto said and hugged Keito in public Keito’s blood rushed to his face. He can feel it, his heart is pumping to much blood. There is a spark, there he realize that it is Yuto who is destined for him. He is an English gentleman after all so he believes in this kind of stuff. Even though he knew that Yuto only hugged him because it was the later’s excitement still it made him realized that Yuto meant a world to him.
They’re band disbanded but his relationship with Yuto was never cut off, months past and they’re already in second year high school. Yuto is becoming showy and clingy and attach to Chi, he was also labeled as Yuto’s best friend. He is so freaking good on hiding his feelings, he always hide his feelings. He doesn’t want to ruin his relationship with his best friend. But one time Yuto texted him to come quick to the later’s house and there he found Yuto soaking in the bathtub, empty beer in cans all over the floor. He is alone in the house.
“What the? Yuto, you are minor, how come you can drink all of this?” he said and tried to pull Yuto out of the water
“I tried to drown my heart with beer but it’s not effective, I tried to drown my self in this bath tub but my body automatically rise up to gasp for air. Keito I’m sad, I’m lonely. I’m hurt. I don’t know what to do.” He said and cried
“What? Why?” Keito asked and look into Yuto’s eyes
“Keito I love Chi, and I cant take it anymore. I want to kill Ryo so I can have Chi. I want Chinen in my life. No I need him in my life. I want him for me alone. I don’t want Ryosuke to butt in. I don’t know what I’m capable of, I’ve been thinking on hurting Yama-chan and sometimes I thought of forcing Chinen to want me by doing that. I don’t want that Keito, I don’t want any of that but that’s the only way not unless I kill my self so the feeling will stop. The pain will go away.” He said and cried even more
“Do you ever thought that when you die everything will be over? Don’t you think that when you die, that’s the time Chi might realize that it’s been you all the time. Don’t you think it’s always been you but since Ryosuke doesn’t have any one to lean on Chi is just accompanying him. Don’t you think that when you die I will loose my one and only best friend in the world. Don’t you think that there’s a possibility that I might love you like how you love Chinen?” Keito said and it is the thing he regret the most. Why did he say that?
“You love me?” Yuto said
“Yes I love you.”
“Then if you love me, you will do anything, everything for me right?”
“Yes I will, so stop hurting yourself.”
“Can you pretend to be Chi and have sex with me?” he said straightforwardly, Keito gulped a huge amount of saliva
“Yes.” The second answer he regretted the most. He shouldn’t agreed to this. He should just forget his feelings for Yuto and help him forget Chi instead of complicating the feelings of Yuto toward Chi by using him. But he also thought that this is his only chance on having Yuto and before he can argue with his mind, his hands is already roaming around Yuto’s body while their tongues are fighting inside their mouths that is twined to each other.
---
“Ne Ryo…” Chinen called Ryosuke’s attention who is sitting on the bench in the rooftop
“Are okay now?” he asked calmly
“Yeah, Yuto talked to me.” he said
“What did he say to you?”
“Well he said that not every one I know is still the same when I first met them. People change as time past by all that is left to do is to accept that changes and understand them so that they will still have the same bond they have before.” Chinen said and sat next to Ryo
“So Chi can you understand now that the way I acted earlier is not because of Yuya, its my own will to act like that. I hope you understand.”
“I now understand.”
“So will you go and meet them?”
“Fine.” He said and smiled
“But don’t force him to like me okay!” he added
“I wont.”
“Also, Keito and Yuto can’t come. Who would have thought that this two would end up together.” Chinen said and smiled
“What? Yuto and Keito? you mean…”
“Yes and that’s our small secret okay. Don’t tell it to anyone or else they will skin us alive.” He said and grin
“Those two are sneaky.”
---
Yuto went inside the library, on the end part shelf where the old books and the most nonsense of them all is being stocked. It’s Keito’s hiding place, he sleep there to cut classes or spend free time. This is the only place in the school where Keito will stay he know that so every time Keito is missing in action he’s the one who can found Keito. When he peep on the shelf, he saw Keito laying on the floor sleeping soundly. He crawl down to the floor and lay next to Keito. He stared on the latter’s face. It’s been awhile since his been doing that to Keito and it also hurts him because Keito is his best friend. It’s already to late to back out in their situation because his body is longing for the warmth he’s searching. Keito can bring the warmth he longs for Chi but he cannot give Keito the love the latter’s want.
“I’m sorry.” He said and stroked Keito’s hair. It startle the sleeping figure causing for Yuto to sit down
“Hmm.” Keito yawn
“Ohayo.” Said Yuto who’s not looking on Keito
“Did I keep you waiting?” Keito frown and sit down
“Hm? N-no. I just came.” He said and pout
“Do you need something else?” he said
“No, actually I came here to say that I’m sorry about earlier. I know I shouldn’t shout at you. I’m sorry I’m such a klutz.” He said and looke down
“No, it’s okay. I understand. I also went overboard that’s why.” Keito said and pat Yuto’s head
“You’re not angry?” he asked and pout
“Can I ever be angry at you?” he said and smile
“Well you have the every right to be angry.” He said and lay on Keito’s lap
“I don’t think so. I wanted this right?” he said and removed some hair that’s covering Yuto’s face
“I said to Chi that the two of us are together now.” He said
“What? Why did you do that?” Keito asked and frown
“To check if he will react violently.”
“Then?”
“Negative.” And closed his eyes
“He will realize it sooner or later.” He said
“I hope so.” He sighed and doze off to sleep
Author’s note: Ahhh,, OkaJima Love ~~ kimochi <3 the flashback again -.-“ I hope you wont get confused -.-“ Well,my last update for summer 2013, next week is gonna be my first day in school, wish me luck. Hope I can survive the first day yo :> I hope you like this Chapter. Wait for the next chappie okay :> Chi will bond with Yuya :) Will Ryo be able to meet Daiki now? I wonder when it will be :)) Anyways, Thanks for reading :) Comments are lovedddd <3 <3 <3 <3 anyway i was watching the general election of AKB48 then my net is bitchin' so in the end i didnt finished it :. i will appreciate it if you will tell me who's gonna be the top 7-1 since that's the thing i missed :|
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