The story you don't know ...

I miss this. I miss writing, I miss sharing my rants/stories in this journal.

Hi guys, I'm sorry I've been in hiatus far too long. I don't blame you if you already forgot about me or unfriended me. I'm sorry to those I befriended here that I didn't checked up on you for the past two years. I'm shookt that my last post in this LJ was June of 2014.

( longer than i expected it will be. )

so once again, i will end this entry with a goodbye and a note saying i'm still in hiatus mode in terms of writing fics. just wanna do some reality check and reflecting on my self. bye minna <3

Hi minnnaaaa~~~~

Its our second day in school!!

I'm already sophomore this year ^^ 3 more years to go and I can take up the Licensure exam for Physical Therapist ^^

And since I'm back to school, I can now enjoy free internet!!

You know why I cannot enjoy the internet in my place last summer? Well it sucks tho, we have low signal and shits and my Mom won't do something about it. Then fuck fuck fuck shit happens I wasn't able to update my fiction fuck again then yea. I just enjoyed my summer without a stable connection :/

But now, now is the time! now is the effin time to flood you minna-chan fictionsss ~~~ I'm going to finish my first fic then I'm going to add another fic, and another fic and another one xDD


So I miss you all and hope that I can talk to you soon <3 <3 <3

Title: Possess
Author:lo_ve_21
Pairing:AriYama, OkaJima, TakaChi, HikaNooBu
Rating: R
Genre:Romance, Angst, Shounen Ai
Warnings: none so faaar :)
Summary:“Humans are not some thing you should possess.”


( Let go. )

Author's Note: Hiiiiiii hahah her's chappie 15 its kinda I know xDDD Ohemgeee OKAJIMA loveeeee I can feel iiiiit hahahaha xDD so yeaaa . Off to type chapter 16 and edit xDD


Thanks for reading this <3

Comments are loveeee <3 <3 <3

Title: Possess
Author:lo_ve_21
Pairing:AriYama, OkaJima, TakaChi, HikaNooBu
Rating: R
Genre:Romance, Angst, Shounen Ai
Warnings: rape :| //forgive me//
Summary:“Humans are not some thing you should possess.”


( Rape. )

Author's nore: Hiiiiii :> ok i know what you guys are thinking i promised i'll update everyday but yeaaa, shit happens, our internet conncetion was cut off and yeaaa I'm using the school internet to update and reply to your comments fyeaa \m/ hahaha, I forgot how to write smut fic so its kinda shitty =.= anyways hope you like it :)) Thanks for reading <3 comments are love <3 <3

Title: Possess
Author:lo_ve_21
Pairing:AriYama, OkaJima, TakaChi, HikaNooBu
Rating: R
Genre:Romance, Angst, Shounen Ai
Warnings: none so far :/
Summary:“Humans are not some thing you should possess.”


( Freedom. )



Author's note:Yay its december, suddenly the christmas feeling rushed in my body. Anyway, I promised that I will always update and I wont wait fro next year for this fic to be finished :| Lol. Not sure if somebody is still interested in this fic =.= I just hope you'll enjoy this <3 <3 Thanks for reading. Comments are loved :))

Whaaa- i dont get the title xDD "Ever" then i added "for now" xDD Hahaha let me rephrase it. Yesterday was the luckiest friday the 13th of my life and the blessing is still showering until today :))

Friday the 13th was once known for "The day that is cursed" or that is what our(my countrymen) ancestors so they always keep in mind that on the 13th friday of the month we should be careful not to involved in any accident that is the sign of "UNLUCKY" or "CURSED" well for me its not. I was hospitalized last friday last week, the finding found out that i has vertigo. for more information about that just search it in the net. Well, i was absent for 5 days, and i failed to take up my midterm exams, and now i have to re take it in the end of the month ugh. lifeeeee !! But yeah ... Friday the 13th come and tadan !! I become a less weaker and not that strong but yea i got healthier ^^ I'm so happy I'm gonna die :))

My classmates greeted me like all of them surround around me ... uwaaaa i feel loved ~~

Then then my boss/crushie texted me well it was supposed to be a death message since he's asking for my super late article but then the supposed to be scolding session with him it turned out to become a deeper and intimate texting with him. haha, i'm so happy... my heart is doki-doki .. we started 12 noon we end at 12 midnight and the last text he texted me was "Go to sleep already." i dunno but i got the feeling that its the only thing that boyfriends shall say to their girlfriends >//////<

Then yeaaaaa... i'm having a craving for KITKAT then the next day, i have a class, NSTP, I was sitting next to a "handsome cool" type of guy. When my blockmates asked the guy's name he said "Kit." and they were like "Whaaaa-?!" "Kit.Kitkat." his name is KITKAT. THIS IS COMPLETE COINCIDENCE !!!!11!!!1!!


So yeaaaaaa the best weekend so faaar i guess xDD

This post was supposed to be posted last week but my PC and Laptop always experience bluescreen so it kept on shutting down unconditionally.

Am i to hypocrite if i said i'm enjoying hell week ?! Hahaha, of course !


( Read more... )

That's all for now . hayst.

Title: A touch of your Touch...
Author:lo_ve_21
Pairing:TakaYama
Rating: R
Genre:Romance
Warnings: none so far :/
Summary:"We Are Sharing a deeper relationship just by a touch.”


( The Revelation )



Author's note: How was it ? My first entry in Sinful Love. This is still very light you know, maybe i can go as far as smut I hope you like this because lots of shits like this will be putted../ etoo, not sure if i should put this on hey_say fanfic since i think i'm gonna be scolded since i'm gonna messed their community if i put this but yeah imma think about it :> for now you reader-chans has the privilege to read this ... I hope you leave a comment so i can evaluate this if its a go signal or not :P

Konkon <3

I'm not sure if i can update tonight since me and my family will have a bonding moment, my mom said she wants to watch movies so we're going to cinema later BUT i will try my best to update since i think i let Chapter 9 in cliff :P anyways the title above is not a fiction title or something xDD i just want to express how i love my brothers. and today they made me happy <3 ... It happen when i was singing Tipsy Love of Jin Akanishi the lyrics goes this way

"If i say do you love me would you say Ye-oh."

And my lil bro (he's 9 years old) said "Ye-Oh." with a piece sign
Then when he was getting dress he said "Am i handsome like Yama-chan ate(Big sis/Onee-chan)?"

Then my other Brother (He's 15 years old) incident:

After playing Tipsy love of Jin Akanishi, the Intro song of Mayonaka no Shadow boy played and my bro said "Mayonako no nhmh hmhnh hmn ~" then he added "Cherry" then he also sing the instrumentals like "den den~" and the "Shadow." and the lyrics is so messed up but he keeps on singing "Mayonaka noi hmgn hmgn" he keeps on doing that till I'm satisfied *u* i love my bros. Though sometimes they're anti-jpop/anti-anime -_- i still love them <3<3<3


Well .. yea this is just some random rants but i cant tell it to my mom or dad and yea i'm the only girl in my family so yea i cant really rant it to people so yea hope you reader-chan wont mind :>

Konnichiwa :)) Yesterday is our Dear Inoo-chan's birthday and i was supposed to make a one shot fic of InooBu (since i ship them so hard) but to bad we have to attend the NCAA Basketball Opening Ceremony here in our country so we can be excused in one P.E and E.P class well it's not that worth it because i bought a ticket that is the most cheapest of them all so i also have the cheapest quality X| anyway it's okay :)) me and my bestfriend Mizu also known as daisuchii went to an arcade and play the drum mania and guitar freak (yup we're addicted to this game) together with Mizu's blockmate :)) i had fun yo :)) it's our way of celebrating Inoo's birthday :)) Belated happy tanjoubi to JUMP's beautiful okasan :)) and i have an awesome record i got C on Chimera advance which is unusual i usually failed that song but this time no :)) I'm gonna try zetsuno billy (the song from death note) I wish i can aim for a good score in that song too i always failed that song too. If you wished to see how hardcore Chimera is i'm gonna video it when we visit arcade again :)) Anyways, our Biology teacher just assigned as a individual reporting last friday and guess what, since my last name starts with letter A i'm one of the first people who will report and guess what again... I HAVE TO REPORT ABOUT NUCLEUS WITH VISUAL AID(A VERY BEAUTIFUL ONE SINCE HE SAID OUR GRADES DEPEND ON IT) how hardcore -.-" so yea i might not be able to update this week since i'm gonna finished my report tsumanaiii -.-" Anyways just keep waiting okei :)) so that's all for now :)) jaa neee~ BTW. I really hate biology so yea, i really dont know what to do with my life any more T.T